16th Oct

wake up at 6...dun wan go school...

but still go,hope got a funny day...

walk to heart land mall then take 112....nearly late...

then go back to classrom...

game.. music.. sleep..i know i must fail..sry sry...

suddenly saw isra cry...

i also very sad.. but cannot cry... fuck cause it's guys...

yestday mother told me my grandma ... nearly.... ask me fast go back...

i very scared ..fail... maybe i cant go back s'pore 4ever...

i know fail always fill with life.. but i really scared...

then still listen the Beyond's music....(old but nice)

then later poy told me sharleen crying ===

actully i wan go talk to her.. but i think she would not like i saw her crying....

then sleep again... go toilet... when i wan go.. they left already...

nicky!

jus do urself... train ur dance...dunt lose face...

u will be the best on stage... see u 8th Nov....